this right here’s a panty droppa
January 19, 2010, 5:17 am
Filed under: on air

this weekend has had to have been one of the best ones in a longgg time

games, parties, new people to know, old friends to cherish, and Doctor Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. Observation Day making me realize how lucky I am to have friends of different races who respect me as a human being and i respect them back as the same

this weekend didnt go without some drama that my friends or myself are NOT used to

getting into details is not necessary but one thing to say is:

if you want a problem to be over, you don’t keep instigating something time after time,  picking things to be mad about..in the end i have people who know im a good person and don’t care about the way your story twists to say otherwise

now that’s that

now moving on with happy things..

hopefully new opportunities are on the rise for myself and all of my friends

old baggage is lost on the journey to a new destination and things are coming up

i’ll leave it with this:

take time to understand the ones who wish to hurt you, you’ll learn more about yourself

love the people who are not afraid to be honest

and enjoy the ride, no one goes with out ups and downs



PSATs… fck em, even if they selibate
January 8, 2010, 11:12 am
Filed under: on air

ok so im in class right now and basically cant focus so i gotta let something rip (not the bananas and beans from last night)

i really really REALLY hate how theres so much pressure to fit this perfect mold

this has been discussed over and over and OVER again and will be for the longest time, but i just need to put in my two cents…

ive tried for too long to be that perfect student, that perfect friend, and that perfect girl

as im getting older, im realizing that nothing is going to work my way all of the time

this means
i will not be the one to get A’s forever.. even though ill try
i do not have the body of beyonce, even though ill pretend i do
i will not say what you want to hear because, thats just not what i do

but i will do my best to make sure i am satisfied with the potential im reaching and the goals i have for myself

no one else thinks like me, speaks like me, looks like me, laughs, cries, feels, or even yells like me

i am the best greta zukauskaite i have met and beyonce doesnt have shit on me…. even tho she dope

so theres my rant.. directed towards colleges that ask for too much of students and for people who dont appreciate all beauty

im not a robot, i am a human.. and i love it

back to class
to my fallen soldiers

baby gee

you gon’ think i invented blogs
January 6, 2010, 1:16 pm
Filed under: on air

YOOOOOOOOOO kaids, this is greta hittin up the interweb, takin’ a break as i complete my homework and not being in school?… yeah long story.. but anyways

so im kinda pissed that the blog i wrote in orlando airport on new years never saved and went through to be posted.. had alotta good insights about my vacation and blah blah blah. but whatever shit happens i guess..

so today im not in school for various reasons(BLEHHH), and im here at home instead working hard on my h-w and listening to trey songz cause he got it goin’ on.. kasha texted me to post a blog so im gonna do just that

i guess im just gonna mention how freakin WEIRD IT IS to notice yourself starting to grow up, little by little..

i mean don’t get me wrong, im not saying im “grown” or anything or that i wasn’t mature before.. but witnessing yourself and the way you think change is something kinda incredible..

FOR EXAMPLE.. im learning how to truly do things for myself and not care what it looks like to anyone else.. like making my own decision and taking responsibilities of my actions totally upon myself.. i no longer care if people think im the best, as long as i know myself, and competition with others is no longer necessary.. im in a constant competition with myself.. i don’t care about being better than HER or HIM, i care about being better than the ME i was yesterday.. and i guess that’s just one thing you realize when you start getting a tiny bit older..

another thing.. i’ve realized that i am, and always will be a social person with many people around me that i love.. however, i’ve trimmed down the edges and started focusing moreon the people i trust with everything.. there is no need for me to boast hundreds of friends and not have one that i can say i trust with my life.. fortunately i have a few of those, and i dont plan on losing them, ever.. these relationships will only get stronger..

theres many other things to mention and so many things to talk about, but i’ll leave off with one new years resolution of mine

this year, i absoultely want to live in the moment of all the experiences i have.. stop worrying about what’s coming next and stop anticipating the future so much.. if you do that.. your missing the beauty that’s right underneath your nose..

oh yeah n check this video kevin showed to me yesterday.. BABY TREY!!!

baby gretar